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Nov 30 2007

Hopes And Dreams

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Our dream…

Two years ago, I wrote about our purchased housing lot in Villa de Mercedes, in Catigan,Toril, Davao City. The place is supposed to be our Refugium or the place where we want to retire later. We consider ourselves lucky to have acquired the lot as Euro exchange rate was still high. To date, the price per square meter has doubled and may double again.

Hopes…dying!

The economy here in Germany is getting worst. Everything is getting expensive and everything is increasing its price, and jobs are paid lower and lower every year. And taxes getting higher and insurance premiums going up. Summa summarum (altogether) what’s left is only enough to pay the bills and for food and further than that…no more. At the end of the month, there’s absolutely nothing left to save for rainy days or for retirement. This is the reason why I said “hopes dying” because I see no financial improvement in the future. It’s a nightmare! Fact is, gobyerno nalang ang nakikinabang sa kinikita ng mga ordinary citizens like me. Ang nakakatakot pa diyan, everytime na kinukulang ang Haushaltsetat (municipal budget) ng government, bagong tax gimik kaagad ang kanilang naiisip. Like last year, they decided to increase VAT from 16 to 19% and it started this year. Para pantakip daw ito sa gaping hole ng Staatskasse (treasury). They were successful indeed…they got more than 3 billions surplus just within 10 months. Ang masaklap, sa halip na pag-uusapan ng mga honghang na politicians kong ano ang dapat paglalaanan ng pera…nag-aaway sila. Pagkatapos ng napakahabang debate…sa bandang huli ay nagkaisa din sila. Nagkaisa silang taasan ang kanilang sahod.

Oh before I forget, the government advised the younger citizens to get an additional private pension fund aside from the public retirement insurance. They said that the staatliche Rente (public or state pension) (we are paying for this monthly) will be insufficient in the future. Great huh? From hand to mouth na nga lang ang net income mo dahil sa dinadami nang social security contributions deductions. Tapos at the end wala ka rin palang makukuha doon sa binabayaran mo pagdating ng panahon. How inspiring and reassuring. Tongue-in-cheek!

To make the long story short ang kasalukuyang sitwasyon dito sa Germany ay halos para na ring sa Pilipinas. So, kong iisipin, bakit ko kailangang magpakagagang magtiis sa lamig at hopeless na sitwasyon dito kong maari din naman akong magtiis sa kaunting halagang aking kikitain sa mainit na lugar? Gets niyo ba sinabi ko? Mahirap i-explain pero I hope you get the message (hehehe).

Goodbye Deutschland!

More than 100,000 Germans emigrate annually, and it’s only the beginning…

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Oct 15 2007

I’m So Pissed Off

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Image is originally from StickerGiant

I am so pissed off at the moment, really!!! Please don’t bother to ask me why because you wont understand if I’ll tell you. But here’s a few words though.

Why is it that I always put other peoples feeling first, before my own? Why can’t I just tell them what I want to tell them? WHY IS IT SO DAMN HARD, COMPLEX AND HEART-WRENCHING AT TIMES BEING A STEPMOTHER????

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Sep 30 2007

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Aug 15 2007

Sorry

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Sorry dear blog, and sorry beloved friends for not being with you for several weeks. I simply got no time to update and bloghop due to so many things. At this very moment, how I wish I am somewhere in another place, a place where I can go to unwind, a place where I can be alone and find solitude. So I can empty my mind, relax my nerves and rest my tired body even just for a very short while…

Serenity

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Jun 19 2007

I Just Don’t Know

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I guess I’m stressed or maybe I’m depressed, oh what the heck…I just don’t know why I’m feeling bad. Im Moment, möchte ich einfach nur meine Ruhe haben. Einfach nicht denken, nicht hören…einfach gar nichts wissen. Aber wie soll das denn gehen?

O, naguguluhan kayo sa mga pinagsasabi ko ano? Meron lang akong galit sa kaloob-looban ko na di ko mailabas. Gustohin ko man, wala ring mangyayari dahil blood is thicker than water ika nga. May mga tao kasing (partly) naging kasangkot sa buhay ko na parang mga parasites. Mga taong walang paninindigan sa buhay at walang alam kundi ang umasa at kurakutan itong kasama ko. Itong kasama ko naman na malambot pa sa monay, sige rin ang kunsinte tapos at the end ako ang pinag ngangawaan. Bakit ba laging ako ang nagiging shock absorber ng mga tao? Ito nalang ba ang papel ko sa buhay? Do I really have to be understanding and patient all the time? I am sure you will say no, and yet how can I be different? It is what people expect from me. Oh shock, I just realized na ako ang may tupak.

I think I should bang my head on the wall several times para magiging clear ulit ang isipan ko. Namputsang buhay ito oo.

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