Jun 01 2008
Life Under Constant Pressure
These days, my life has been anything but easy breezy. I gather that if it were actually easy and breezy, I
would find it boring. I know that is a bad thing, right? But I seriously get bored easily, and as we all know, boredom is a disease. It could be the type of training or mentality I adapted at work that makes me move, move, and move and strive to accomplish something in every hour. This is also the reason why I cannot fall asleep in the afternoon. I feel like I have wasted a part of my day if I get some zzz’s. Admittedly, I need those precious zzz’s. But I just don’t like it.
I have acquired some stuff to do, one after the other lately. Surprisingly, I also feel harassed if I do not get my way. Crazy? You said it. Which is why I am praying for a new laptop so I can stay out of Dhirrac’s way. Sadly, I don’t think that is what I am going to be getting soon. Nevertheless, anything is good by me.
There is one thing I am getting happy about these days. And that is learning to budget my time and become more focused in a given time span. By achieving this, I am very very very happy for the achievement. What with the productivity hacks I gather from all over the web, who says I cannot play it like the big guys?
JJ may have a point when he says nobody gets a whole lot richer if he or she is employed, but is that always the case? What if you cannot set up your own business? What if you just do not have the means to start something new? Would that mean that you are destined to be a worker ant for the rest of your life? I hope not. At least, with the help of JJ, I am learning to have a small business while still being employed. You really cannot afford to quit a job when you are just trying something out - right?
Oh well. These are just updates. I am just trying to unwind as a new week is about to start and I have been churning out the words since 2 a.m. this morning. I’ve found out lately that I am more productive if I get up earlier, and my brain works much better, too! At least I wont be late in going to work anymore - I try.
There are new updates at prison camp. I am now stuck with an undesirable for at least a few months. I hope that I wont last longer than 6 months there. But what can I say? Jobs are hard to find… Everybody is looking for a job. And as what UnDesirable (UD) said, we are not indispensable. *sigh* We shall see… we shall see..

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