Feb
25
2007
I have this notion that life inside the monastery is routinary and somewhat boring. One has to wake up early in the morning and pray every hour. There is no social affairs other than the daily mass. There's a minimal chance of meeting interesting people and no chance of engaging in exciting activities. I also have this feeling that women who entered the monastery are either heart broken (at some point in their lives) or were influenced by parents to go in.

Last weekend Auntie Grace, Papa's sister who is a Carmelite nun from Davao, proved me wrong. She showed me a glimpse of her life and i had a chance to mingle with other nuns too. I have to admit that their life is quite interesting.
She was in town for a retreat and stayed for a few days to meet us. Last friday night, we went shopping for "pasalubongs" and has dinner at Baliblends Cafe with an acoustic band as our background music. She told me how important it is to pray regularly and explained the merits of having a close relationship with God. We also talked about boys...yes boys! She even checked out handsome men passing by.
The following day, i also met another nun from Carmelite Zamboanga. I forgot her name but i haven't forgotten her giggles and excitement when we boarded LRT 2! It was their first time! On our way to Tayuman to buy religious souvenirs, Auntie Grace told me the different places she has been to, her experience horseback riding, the many kind people she met and their new swimming pool in their monastery. They do wear swimsuits while swimming!
Back at the tertiary house, she showed me their photos. She was dressed as Zorro in one - she borrowed the sword from one of the saints! There's another one where she portrayed Goldilocks, again borrowing the hair from one of the saints!
My time with her taught me that life in the monastery can be exciting too. I saw it in her eyes how happy she is in her chosen life...a life filled with prayers, fun, more prayers and excitement!
Feb
13
2007
Love……was what Papa felt when Mama finally said “yes” after 7 years of courting!
…was at its peak when they utter the words “til death do us part”
…was the joy they felt when they cuddled me, their first born, for the first time.
…was their driving force to work hard to raise us.
…was the fear and anxiety they felt when I went to Baguio for college.
…was overwhelming, fun and exciting when I fell in love 1st time.
…was the loss i had when lolo breathed his last.
…was the root of my mixed emotions when Mish got married.
…hurt when things weren’t working out.
…was the reason why I let him go - I have to love me more.
…is the warmth of home.
…is the cozy feeling I have whenever I’m in my favorite pajamas!
…are the long conversations, laughters and tears with my friends.
…is my delight when playing with Kring and other kids.
...is the passion i have in working hard while having fun!
...are the moments when i felt i was sixteen again!
…is the hope of finding my perfect match.
…are my moments with the Master.
…is my inspiration in seizing the day and living life to the fullest.
Today, I celebrate LOVE…I celebrate LIFE!
Jan
19
2007
are you familiar with these situations:
- newly weds who met online months ago ?
i am not really a believer of this...but these meetings do happen! it happened with my 2 aunts, 2 friends and a couple of acquaintances... They entered chatrooms not really looking (maybe hoping...) for romance but just checking out. they meet online almost everyday until they both realized that either of them isnt complete without the other. they meet personally and eventually tied the knot.
- couples with almost or more than ten years in age gaps...and the woman is the one older?
the girl is my friend. They met in a conference. they spent the night working together. They exchange numbers. He texted him after a month of their meeting. She texted back. The continue texting each other. They met again. They became steady. Then they got married
first love who went on separate ways only to meet again, reconcile and get married?
they were both 15 when they were dating. it ended when they were in college. they both married their college sweethearts. years passed. they met in a high school reunion. they were both single again then in their 50s. they reminisced and then got married.
seatmates on the plane on a business travel who dated and becomes more than that?what a wonderful meeeting! a thousand feet above sea level!
bloggers who exchage comments, then emails, chats, then phone calls and then they plan to get married next year? (uhmmm im i right...its next year?)
who would ever thought that love can bloom in the blogsphere? but it did!...you know who you are...and im trully happy for you.
isnt it great to know that love know no boundaries...the possibilities of meeting our soulmates are limitless...
i wonder how will i meet mine?!
Nov
17
2006
just heard that you have a special someone now...
im saddened and im wondering what if...
what if you met me before you met her will you find me attractive enough to pursue?
what if we are of the same nationality will our path cross?
what if your relationship don't work out will you be mine?
what if...
Sep
11
2006
1. your smile
2. your expressive eyes
3. your intellect
4. the way you carry yourself
5. the way you negotiate - always striving to attain a win-win situation
6. your firm handshake
7. the way i feel when im with you
8. the way you talk to me and compliment me
9. your looks
10. your personality
11. your passion with your career
Aug
13
2006
Business meetings...
Strategic Discussions...
casual conversations...
sneaking meaningful glances...
warm smiles...
i wonder what's next?!...
Aug
08
2006
Nine weeks have passed since i saw you
and i can't deny it, i have been missing you
but thoughts of you keeps me from feeling blue
oh! how excited i am to see you
i can't wait for tomorrow
i hope you feel the same way too
i don't know if this is just an infatuation
all i know is you are my inspiration
and you definitely got my admiration!
Aug
08
2006
Ako ay hindi makata...
subalit nang ika'y makilala...
ako'y natutong gumawa ng tula...
ako ay nabigla at nagtaka...
ano kaya ang meron ka?...
at ako'y nabighani't nahalina...
Jun
17
2006
sabi ko sa sarili ko ayaw ko na...dapat tigilan na ang kahibangan ko sayo...ayaw ko ng maging addict sayo na hinahanap ka...ayaw ko na ang feeling na parang kulang ang linggo ko kapag wala akong natatanggap na email mula sayo kahit work related email naman lahat ng pinapadala mo...sabi ko din...di na kita iisipin...career na lang muna...kaya lang bakit ganun???...kung kailan ko napag desisyunan na tanggalin ka sa sistema ko...i will received an email from you...o kaya tatawag ka...the usual...magtatanong ka ng updates ng projects tapos in the middle of my updates kukumustahin mo ako...tatanungin mo pa ako kung kumain na ako...kaya tuloy ayan...gusto na naman kita!...parang this week...sa dami ng updates ko wala akong natanggap na email sayo...tapos bigla na lang kagabi habang ako'y nagpapaka-busy na requirement nyo...nag email ka...syempre work pa rin...kaya lang nag leave ka ng note na we will discuss it on tue...ayan looking forward tuloy ako sa tuesday kasi alam ko tatawag ka!...hmp...sabi ko nga ayaw ko na sa'yo eh!...kaya lang ang hirap kaya ng ganun...pano ka matatanggal sa sistema ko kung katrabaho kita?...hindi lang basta client...ikaw ang boss! sana may ma-hire na kayong brand manager para sya na lang lagi kausap ko at mabawasan ang interaction natin...siguro kapag nagkaganun di na kita maiisip...kaya lang sigurado naman ako na kapag nagkataon malulungkot ako kasi mamimiss kita!...hay...sabi ko nga crush lang kita...di ako in love sayo...sana ganun nga lang...kung hindi...sana ma in love ka din sa akin! haha...wishful thingking ata yun...pero malay natin...pretty and smart naman ako...baka madaan sa intellectual attraction! hay ulit...
Lord, pwedeng humiling???...di ba i've been through a lot...and that i deserve someone better...pwede kayang sya na?!...hehehe...cge na Lord....please!
Jun
12
2006
i just realized that having a crush is like drinking Extra Joss...it gives an energy boost!...and an overdose can cause sleeplessness!
Jun
12
2006
Kring is my youngest bestfriend…she is only 11 years old. She lives a few houses away from ours…I have known her when she was just a year or two but we became friends when she was 7 years old and was nosing around while I was doing my jigsaw puzzle. She was so interested with my puzzles that she dropped by our place everyday (I was a bum for a couple of months that’s why I was home)...then dropping by our place from school became her ritual. At times, she would spend the night at our place and oftentimes we bathe in the rain! When I joined the workforce again, she would patiently wait for me on weekends. Sometimes, she would send text messages asking when will I be home. Since I’m very fond of her I see to it that I have something for her…from beads, slippers (the same as mine!), shirt (mine was pooh, hers was tigger!), pencils (she collects them!) and other girly stuff that I collect!
Having her as a friend reminds me of how it is when I was her age…she taught me how to be patient and to enjoy the things that I have rather hoping for the things I do not have…and most of all because of her I have learned to nurture the little child in me…
Jun
10
2006
Every little thing he does is magic
Everything he do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on
Do I have to tell the story
Of a thousand rainy days
Since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me that ends up getting wet
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how true!...i am in fairy land eveytime i see him or talk to him on the phone! how i love the magical feeling of being infatuated even if the feeling is not mutual! :)
Jun
04
2006
we were in the same room but talking to different people…
we were sitting beside each other but we’re both doing something else…
I was looking at you but you were too busy to notice…
we managed to have a conversation but it was strictly business…
you did compliment me but you were about to leave in a few minutes…
that day…we were so near yet so far…
Jun
04
2006
(written yesterday)
Mish & betz, my bestfriends since childhood were here yesterday! We went shopping to Carriedo’s market stalls. It was the first time that the 3 of us went shopping here in Manila. (It was the 2nd time that the 3 of us were together out of our province…the first time was when they accompanied me during my enrollment in college).
They arrived early than I expected…at first I don’t want to believe them that they will be arriving early…how can I if they have been playing jokes with me since our childhood days? I showered and dressed in less than 15 minutes so I wont be that late! We took the long cut to Carriedo…Mish didn’t trust me enough with the short cut! She was too afraid we might get lost…!@?#$%...i really don’t understand why because I have been staying here in Manila for the past 7 years…Oh well! Betz, on the other hand was just happy that she was here! She was suffering from headache but she was smiling!!!
We dropped by a mall on our way to take our brunch…it was already past 10am when we ate…then we boarded another train to carriedo…we spent roughly 5 hours shopping for accessories…accessories and lots of accessories!!! On our way Mish and I bought a pair of shoes in the mall where we took our brunch…I bought mine on a bargain…70% off! Then we went to another mall where Betz bought some closet dividers before we ate dinner…
They left Manila almost 7pm. We had a great day though we were all exhausted with the long walks and non stop giggling…our shopping spree was indeed an experience to treasure specially Mish will be leaving for the States in a few months from now…it was a stress buster on my part too…I do hope we will do this again soon!
Jun
02
2006
i feel like a school girl trying to impress my crush with my poise, outfit and wit! im in cloud 9 even in the simplest compliment that he uttered! i feel my eyes sparkle and my cheeks blush everytime he looks me in the eye...i can't help but smile everytime i think of him...but then again...i am fully aware that the feeling is not mutual...but nonetheless i'm just happy that our paths cross!...i will enjoy the feeling until it last!...
Jun
02
2006
...in love with my work and with him!...
May
29
2006
Every couple has their own love story to tell…
…others are breathtaking while others are bittersweet…
…some last forever while some are short lived…
…some are full of excitement while others are not…
Every love story has its own beginning...
…their first eye contact, first hello and first kiss…
…Other beginnings are magical…they call it love at first sight…
…while some started as friends…and become more than that…
Every love story has its own happiness and thrills…
…the exchange of sweet nothings, laughter and the hugs & kisses…
…the out of town adventures or the cuddling on the sofa on lazy afternoons …
…the star gazing moments and the times spent day dreaming of the future…
Every love story has its own twists and turns…
…the petty quarrels, big fights and the unfulfilled expectations…
…the misunderstandings, disappointments and frustrations…
…the heartaches, bitter tears and broken promises…
Every love story has its own endings…
…some are ended because it’s not really meant to be…
…some ends when couples breathe their last…
…while some were ended even before it started…
All love stories are appealing…
…it may be hurting and heart breaking…
…or it may be inspiring and pleasing…
…but it never fail to touch the heart
Mar
09
2006
i feel like sixteen lately!...and i love it!...i feel like a school girl having a big crush for the 1st time!...i melt in his presence...just the mere thought of him brings smile! a text message from him makes my day...he is an inspiration!...well he does know that i exist...but i'm pretty sure the feeling is not mutual...but nonetheless im happy that our paths crossed...
do you still remember how it felt when you were sixteen?
Feb
07
2006
last sunday i had dinner (it was supposed to be a merienda sienna but because we waited for betchie for more than an hour then it became dinner) with mish and betchie, my childhood girl friends. we had the usual chats and the usual topic (for quite sometime already) - my so called lovelife!...and of course i got the usual reaction from true friends - the scolding! hehehe...but i was happy seeing them! Every time we're together it seems we haven't grown up...we still talk of the same topics 10 years ago (boys, make-ups, movies, accessories, in and out of fashion...well the latest addition are our careers) but with a different degree of maturity and of course with variations! there's one thing that changed...i cease to become the victim of their practical jokes! (baka nagpapahinga lang kayo lalo kana mish...i know u will read this!)...the last one they had was almost 2 years ago! (sana kasi si betchie naman ang victim!)
when mish got married i felt i am losing someone...i felt someone is taking away a big part of me...but i was wrong because when she got married our friendship was enriched...we see more of each other...we exchange text messages more often (lalo na nung may free text ang Globe...adik sya sa text!)...i need not worry about betchie...not until she finds the guy!
Mish and betchie are my confidante...they're always there at all times...im very bless having the 2 of them in my life...(even if i am usually incomplete when i headed home...usually a pair of earrings less!)